The pain,
it’s still excruciating
I opened my
eyes
And I was
travelling in a rewind
I saw myself
and everything that happened
I was lost
A strong
wind pulling me
As I was
walking fast
Someone was
also walking at a different direction
He holds me
tight and said
“You don’t
have much time!
Go behind
her and kill her with this sword”
“What I
don’t understand?”
“On a count
of three, open your eyes”
“Wait who
are you?”
“Just trust
me, on a count of three
Open your
eyes and stab her……
1, 2,
3………………….”
I opened my
eyes
There I was
behind my own self
I stab the
sword on to her
“How did you
do that?”
Still holding
on to the sword
“I told you,
this is my dreamscape
And I
wouldn’t let anyone like you
Ruin my
precious dreams!”
As the sword
went through her
I grab her
body into mine
As our body
combined with the help of the ray of light
As I was
witnessing our complete combination
I saw myself
on the other phase I was lifeless
I was lying
onto Chris arms
Questions
started to pop
Am I dead?
Did Chris
kill me?
How did I
got here?
Is this the
actual ray of light?
Am I out of
the curse seal?
What is
happening?
And the
pain, I can still fill the pain
My body is
getting weaker
I’m so tired
I wanted to rest
I don’t want
to close my eyes
But I just
can’t help it,
I just can’t
see anything else………………………………….
The sun it’s
shinning
I can feel
that someone is carrying me
Slowly I
moved my head
“Don’t worry
everything is fine now”
A voice, I
know that voice
I opened my
eyes, its Chris
I panicked
that I felt a little bit shaky
“What are
you doing? Where is my kingdom?”
“Carrying
you, don’t worry everyone is safe now”
He smiled
“Really and
you still have the guts to smile at me
After what
you did a while ago
And what do
you mean they’re safe now
My mean
version just burned my dreamscape”
“Look behind
you,
They’re
watching over you”
As I slowly
look behind Chris shoulder
I saw
everyone with a smile on their faces
No sadness
and fears where traced
They we’re
all celebrating the victory we had
“You saved
them from your own self
There’s
nothing to worry about!”
Still pissed
with my current situation
There I was
being carried by the person
I hate, I
love, I care and my enemy I guess
“Oh my,
you’re bleeding!”
“It’s
nothing compare to what you have done”
He smiled
Oh here we
go again! With the smiling and everything
Ouch! I can
my body is starting to get wobbly
“Now rest,
we still have a long journey
Until we
reach our new kingdom”
“Our new
kingdom, how am I going to rest?
I don’t know what you’re going to do to me!”
“Just trust
me”
Darn! The
way he said it makes me secure all over again!
What’s wrong
with me?
“I’ll be
explaining everything to you later!”
Oh well, I
still feel tired
I guess
there’s no harm in sleeping from his arms
And if
something bad happened to me my kingdom would save me
Thinking
about my kingdom
Before I
closed my eyes
I look at
them once again
How
beautiful there smiles and laughs are
And there I
saw the king smiling at me
Miming
“We’re all okay”
I was at
peace
As I sleep
into Chris arms
According to
the king,
I have
sleeping for three long days
Like hello
I haven’t
slept since I got there
Well a
little
But still my
body is moving!
I didn’t
know that dreaming entails a lot of movements
And that
dreaming is one tiring adventure
I stand at
the balcony where I see the new kingdom being overjoyed
The breath
of fresh air is so relaxing
“How are you
feeling” Chris murmured as he gets close to me
I didn’t
answer and there was a complete silence from the both of us
“What a
beautiful kingdom you have here my lady”
He looked at
me with awkwardness
“I’m sorry
for what I have done,
If only I
could tell you what actually happen
I really
hope you would understand me”
I look at
him “So tell me Chris, who are you?
Why did you
befriend me and then leave me in the middle of the journey
And said
those mean words to me!”
“I am a
mysterious alien from the south valleys
And I have
come to hypnotize you with my powers
All the
things I have said weren’t true
Because I
just tried to release that strong brave girl within you”
“Oh shut up
with that alien thing?
Seriously, I
know this is a dreamscape
But you
don’t look like an alien to me!
Even though
you meant those words in a good way
That’s not
how to speak to girl
You jerk!
That’s ungentlemanly!
And the
worst thing of all things
You stabbed
me! I felt ever single drop of blood!”
“I know, I
know, that’s why I’m sorry
And for the
record, I didn’t stab you”
Still
confused and unwary,
What is he
saying?
“I tricked
you; you were almost fainting when I raised the sword
But actually
it was my blood that you felt dripping”
“Okay my mind
is catching up a little bit,
So that’s
why you have a bruise on your left shoulder
But why do
you need to do that
Her
instructions were to kill me?”
“Well, yes,
but I have a different plan
I stab
myself for you to travel to a minimum of time”
“Wait, hold
your tongue!’’
You’re the
one who gave me the sword
You’re the
one who told me that my time is running
That was all
you’re doing? Oh come on!”
“Yap, I
tricked the both of you with my intentions
I found out
what your weakness are Jenny
You have a serious
trust issue
The other
you trusted so badly
And you
don’t trust anyone
So when I
had the chance I took it
I met your
other self in the past
And I
thought it was really you
It was a
dream for me to talk to you
But as time
passed by
I found out
that she was just a reflection of what you desire”
“Wait a
minute! I don’t get it”
“I already
like you before I enter your dreamscape”
“Okay this
is a bit hard to grasp what are you saying?”
“Jenny…… You
are my dreamscape
That’s why I
wasn’t a part of your dream that burned in your notebook”
“How in the
world did that happen?
Okay
continue saying what you’re saying”
“It was
really complicated,
I don’t know
how to start,
I was never
a part of your dreamscape
I was never
meant to be here”
“What do you
mean?
According to
the king everything in this place is my dream”
“Yap, but I
wasn’t
Remember the
part that you don’t trust anyone?
That’s when
I came into the picture
My
dreamscape was to actually be with you
To ups and
down, to adventures and all
But because
you we’re so busy thinking about other things
You don’t
see people who admire you
And you
force yourself to loosen up that feeling”
“Ammm Chris,
can you be a little bit straight?
I am in the
middle of confusion here”
“All I
wanted was you to look at me
But sadly
you never have time to see me”
“Oh my,
you’re human!”
“Of course I
am human!
All I want
is for you to look at me,
And you did,
When you
turn a little bit grumpy and wicked”
“I am not
wicked!
You turn me
into it!
But how in
the world you like if this is the first time I met you”
“You’ll see”
“Oh come on!
Skip the hang cliffers!”
He looked up
into the sky
Take a deep
breath and said
“You know
what Jenny,
You’re so
focus on things you don’t see
You’re so
much critical on yourself
No one is
judging your flaws
I wish you
could see yourself
The way I
see you”
Sigh. I
looked up to him
Crossed my
hands in a grumpy attitude
“How do you
see me?”
He looks at
me, holds my hands and said
“That you
are the bravest girl I have ever met
That you
don’t care what others think about you
All you do
is to do your best
And prove to
everyone who cares about the less
All you do
was on how to achieve your dream
Even if
everybody has a frown on their faces
That’s what
makes you brave
That’s what
makes you special
And that’s
how I see you
A girl who
never gives up despite of what the entire world says”
He smiled at
me
“Lastly, you
were always true to yourself
You say the
things you want to say
Even if you
think you make a fool of yourself
That’s the thing
I truly admire about you
So what if
you have flaws,
Everybody
has flaws
It’s just up
to you on how you’re going to handle yourself”
He looks at
me straight into my eye
“And still
remember those words you told me at the old kingdom
Those
memories will forever be a part of my dreamscape”
“Hahaha… I
was trying to lure you”
“It’s okay
whatever you say”
As long as I
heard those emotions straight from your heart”
“Ugggh! Here
you go again!
Why are you
saying those things again?
It gives me
shivers!
Don’t you
know how confused person I am?
If there’s
something you want to say to me
Please do
say it out loud!
Not give me
some flowery explanations to make me fall for you!”
He kissed me
into my forehead
“You really
know how to make my heart pound
Here so you
could feel what I truly feel
If you don’t
like it, you can push me away”
He hugged me
and once again I felt the warmth from his embrace
My heart
it’s getting delirious
“Queen
Jenny!! Queen Jenny! The King……..
Ammm… am I
interrupting something”
Shocked to
this little girls voice
I pushed him
and he started to walk away
“Of course
not, what does the King wants?”
“The portal
to your world has already open
You can now
go home my dear queen!”
Home! I’m
going home! Time to go back to reality
Day dreaming
is almost over
I smiled at
her and followed her to the king
As I passed
through the castle walls
The knights
bowed their head
As they wish
me good luck
The king was
waiting for me with a smile on his face
As I ran
towards him and hugged him
“Don’t worry
my child I am as strong as a metal!” he said
“I thought I
would lose you!” I tear
“Of course
you will never loose us,
They have
been waiting for you to wake up”
Slowly, the
castle elevated
And the
ceilings opened
There, I
have witnessed the hundreds of creatures
I have
created with my imagination
And there is
Jenkins, standing in front of me
As I tap her
head and kissed her
“You are my
hero Jenkins! Thank you!”
She licked
my faced and talked to me through my mind
“No Jenny,
you are our hero”
As the crowd
applauds, a large vortex opened in the pink sky
“Are you
ready to go back home?” the king asked
“Yes, I am”
As my tears
suddenly drops into my cheeks
“I will all
miss you! You don’t know how you guys meant to me”
The king
hugged me and said
“As long as
you keep us into your heart
We will
always be here for you
We’re just
one dream away”
As the
portal slowly closes I yelled
“Thank you
so much! I’m going to miss you Hardcore!”
I would
never forget the happiness shown on their faces
Chris, the
king, the kingdom, Jenkins, everyone
They’re
really a part of my dreamscape
As the light
shines on us
We stepped
into the portal
And Chris
shouted!
“I’ll be
waiting for you”
As if the
world started to get a little bit dizzy
I fell
straight from my bed to the floor
BAM!
“Jenny?? Jenny?? Are you alright?”
Ouch! My
head
Oh my! I’m
back! My bed! My room! My stuffs!
“Jenny!
What’s that noise are you alright?”
I hurried
towards the door and opened it
I hugged and
kissed my mother
“Mom thank
you so much for always believing in me
I love you,
I love you!
I promise
with all my might,
I will be
the best daughter you will have
I promise
mom,
I will make
you proud!”
“Wow! That’s
quite strange my princess,
But you’re
already late for class”
“I do?”
“Yes, it’s
already pass 7am”
“Okay Mom,
I’ll take a bath!”
I closed the
door and opened it once again
“Thank you
so much Mom! I love you!”
“I love you
too, come on dress up, you’re going to be late!”
I breathe
the fresh air
And hurried
up into class
I have never
been so excited in my life
It was like
a new beginning
And I know
that there is someone waiting for me
That I can
share my adventures with
As I ran
into my class,
Feeling so
happy
Then
suddenly this boy ruining my happiness
Sends a
crumpled paper AGAIN!
Irritated, I
turn back and said
“What’s
wrong with you?
If you want
to say something blurt it out!”
But quite
with my amusement
There he is
smiling at me
“Honestly I
really wanted to be your friend my queen!”
I turn to my
table
All this
time, Chris was behind me,
And I didn’t
even know
I open the
crumpled paper
With a
message “I will always be right behind you”
My heart
started to beat crazily
As he slowly
kissed me on my cheeks
“I think
we’re even”
I couldn’t
help but to smile
Because I
tell you this we’re just a part of all my daydreaming
Who would
even know it would come true
I had the
most wonderful adventure that I could share to all of you
And I
finally found my prince, who is secretly watching me from a far
All I can say
is never give up on something you really want
It doesn’t
matter how many obstacles you may encounter
But as long
as you believe in yourself you can achieve whatever dream you have
Just have a
little bit of faith and trust and I’m sure you’ll go a long journey.
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