Lawless Lawyer

"As a Woman, I will succeed"- Geum Ja

I will succeed no matter what. I believe I will! It's been weeks since the quarantine, and almost all of the quotes that I have been gathering with the Kdrama's I have been Binge Watching is all about not losing the fight. "The fight towards the dream"

To think that we all can "paint our lifetime through our own time (jk2019)". It's funny how Lawless Lawyer is all about Law and order but here I am taking these words into my own accord. And it's true the words have made an impact on my heart. It reminds me back when I was in college, I am a woman and I can do things, not therefore, not because but I am a woman. If I'll stop now, I'll lose.

To our heroines Bong Sang Pil and Hae Ji, thank you for the constant reminder on keep moving forward to forsee the future of your dream. I really have to believe but sometimes hope can be a source of heartbreak and pain. If you do trust yourself, practice positivity, even if others see that the things you dream are for the weak, never lose the sight of your goals and fight for it.

Lawless Lawyers is a thriller series about Bong Sang Pil who lived a gangster life turned lawyer, wants to avenge his mother's death. On the other hand Hae Ji, suspended after she punches a judge after making a wrong verdict. As the two lawyers meet a series of crime fighting and scenarios these two and their team should face. 

I love this drama that it deserves a 10!!!! From it's casting to it's story. Everyone is patched to one another that you can't get out of your seat and you just can't help but to play next!

Thank you guys for reading and dropping by! :) HOping that everything will soon be okay! I hope your dreams would come true and so as my dreams! SPICE!

Where the stars land

"Whatever happens, if we don't make an effort nothing would happen" - Chae Soo Bin

Me being me, seeing quotes like this made me feel like the universe is talking to me and telling me that I should never give up; where the stars land tells me that. This series tackled different scenarios airport personells had to faced (whether in times of rampage of a certain passenger, a delayed flight, or so on and so forth). Watching these drama made me fly back to my once upon a dream where I wanted to become a flight stewardess. I love airports. I love how I used to get excited just hearing it's name. And this series was like a reminder of a dream I used to have when I was younger. 

"Whatever happens, if we don't make an effort nothing would happen" 

This quote applies to everything we do. If we just sit like Juan and wait for the mango to fall on our mouth nothing would happen. The mango would just rot on the tree without us tasting the sweetness of the fruit. Same with life, if we don't move on our couches and make every step to make our dreams come true (for sure failures and triumphs would be never ending), we wouldn't taste the real feeling of success. Every thing in this world (it may be little miracles) would surely count as a blessing. 

This drama gives me a push of the dreams I have been writing in my heart. #YESTOPOSITIVITY (walang masamang mangarap) You just have to hold on and make it through. 

Just like our lovely main leads Han Yoo Reum and Lee So Hyeon, they strived really hard to aim for their dreams, and they inspired me to work with happiness in my heart because this is what I wanted to do. 

The drama is super refreshing! Airport drama is amaaaaaazzee! Forgive me because Airports are my thing hahahaha... Kudos to everyone in this drama especially our Filipino Actors Ej Falcon and Lauren Young, Filipinos represent! 

The only thing I didn't like about the drama was the ending! It was like HUH? Why in the world did they do this to us?!!??! But yeah still good to me! 9.5 (Because of the ending!!!)/10!

Thank you so much for reading my blog and dropping by! Kamsamnida! Stay safe! I hope your dreams would come true and so as my dreams! SPICE!

Chillin with the Best Friend :D

Hi guys! I'll be sharing you another blog about how my best friend had taught me in a lot of ways :D Specifically in life changes. My best friend, Roxanne and I were friends ever since we we're 12. We had major differences but the same in some ways. We we're both shy at first, but when we get to know each other, we we're like "Oh my gosh you're so loud!" She was the youngest in our barkada and the only person who was not shy to showcase her talents to all of us. Not to mention her karaoke songs ala "Sarah Geronimo". 

We used to talk on a daily basis during our childhood, and extend our conversation hours on the phone. It's funny how our never ending stories won't stop even if we have seen each other everyday. And despite of the years pass by, our friendship remains, and our laughter still takes place as if it was only yesterday. Not to mention our extreme clumsiness! 

We all have our weirdness and dreams combine in one. It was like travelling to the outerspace with our eyes wide open. I have seen every tid bits of her life, from laughing, crying, shouting, cursing, panicking, distressed and crazy hihihih.... it would be a major emoji's in one looking! Even in the times of her ups and downs she manage to smile and find her way back to happiness. 

I salute her in many ways. So the woman of the hour would be her! My sista! My beshieboo! 

As I cherish my moments with her with a lot of chilllllinnng and eaaating! Here are the things I have learned from her as time passes by. 

1. "We all make mistakes, we just need to laugh about it, move on and learn from it" - Precisely. We should not be shoveled by our past, we must learn how to move on and get back on track. Sorrows pass, but happiness will last. 

2. "Love shouldn't just be a spelling L - O - V - E, it's demanded to be felt and be loved back" - Ammm hahaha... well there are a lot of types of love. Sometimes the love we think we deserve confuse us with the feeling of what is love all about. It's not just the flattering, fluttering emotions given by a specific person but a love that bounce back and forth that makes you equal. 

3. "If you're trap, escape" - Don't bind yourself with the idea of "maybe it could still work" or just full of maybe's. If it's already getting you intoxicated, get out! Be free and be happy! 

4. "We are so alike but not" - Okay, as friends, we have ton's of similarities, but in the end we are two different people with arguments, a bit of clashing and some "Tampuhan" but in the end we just love each other and that's it. (We still haven't fought so I pray that we would never hahahaha) 

5. "Our choices in life makes us who we are right now, whether it's bad or good" - I remember how she said this to me before. She might be young but the emotions that she had faced was bigger than her, and that's when we can look back at number 1. We make our choices, so we need to face it with courage and deal with it with strength. And to see her with a smile on her face makes me admire her even more. 

6. "Marriage is not just about two people in love, but a responsibility of protecting and holding that love." - At a young age she had experience love in different aspects. I don't have anything to comment about this since, I have never knew what is it like to be one. But all I know that marriage is not just because you want to get married and live happily ever after like in fairy tales, but a love that would bound to people for richer or for poorer, in sickness and in health, till death do them part. 

7. Babies are miracles - No question to that. Every human life is a gift from heavens above. :) 

8. "Mother's knows best....... if only I listened" - this is basically tried and tested! No words could explain deeper thoughts in this saying. Because as the elder says "Papunta palang kayo, pabalik na ako" (You're just getting there, and I'm already on my way back). She knows!! That's why she's a mother!

9. "Strength is by helping others gain there strength. We all need support" - I can say that this is one trait that she has in her! She knew what we needed, what I needed, she knows what she like, what I like, and if there's an opportunity she see's, she shares it without hesitation. And whenever she does that I cry deep inside, because she knew :D

1o. "We will get there, It's all about baby steps, our dreams would come true, It will all be a reality" - She said this to me last Tuesday, and it carved on the bottom of my heart. Yes, our time would come, it will.... and if that moment happens we will both rejoice and extend our happiness to others. 

Friendship is not just on the years you have counted, but on the strong foundation your friendship is. We may have chase different paths, searched different dreams, but on the end of that every road, we would smile at other, be connected once again, grow, progress and follow the path to success.  

ps. I am posting this blog because she is now in the state of fighting her challenges once again, and all I wanted is to be reminded by all the things she said to me before. All I can say is that I am sorry if most of the times I wasn't visible.... but you know that my love for you will always be here for you! Fighting! I pray for every healing in your life! :)AJAAAA!

BLOG: Driving with my best friend

Driving with my best friend has a lot of input of my life as of today. There are things that I didn't realize before that I have come to understand why. Moments like this are like books written in your heart but was never published. My best friend in college is one of the authors of life who has kept hidden for quite some time now, but I wanted to make her realize that her knowledge in life can help uplift people the same way it uplifted me.

Being ahead of me, I never felt that she was beyond me nor she let me feel that she was better than me, especially when it comes to life changing dramas, triumphs and all, but instead she is one of the most humbled person I have met in this road full of people trying to dictate your life. In a world of people who is pretending to be someone there not, there's my best friend.

Late night coffee drinking, late night messages and calls are one of the best, but those late night driving sessions is one of the best. I get to know more side of her than just the facade she shares to people we know. More than the happy go lucky personality, is a deep, emotional, strong person hiding from those laughter and smiles.

She's like one of the teachers you would like to be your favorite at the same time, the strict teacher who just wants the best for you. Those late nights of just music and talking, there were moments like were almost writing a book of quotes of life that every after wording, we forget, and moved on with it.

So here are some quotes she managed to instill in my thoughts as we travel through the roads of our inhibitions and dreams. Quite sadist, painful but I guess, this thoughts of life made me scared, scared that I wanted to stand up and get away from the possibility of loosing myself and be a burden to the society that created me.... I wanted to enjoy and live my life to the fullest without any regrets. It feels like essay exam all over again. I have inserted my explanation on the toughest words my best friend had told me :D

1. "All we need to do is chase our dreams" - As teenagers, we all have this dreams that we love to achieve as soon as we graduated from our school. We wanted it so badly we have created phases in our head and as soon as we walk out on the real world we wanted to have it on our hands. And that's what we have been doing, ever since 2011.

2. "Love is not consistent, it radiates" - Which is somehow I don't understand since, I have never felt in love before, but as she explains, sometimes we fall in love just by the spurs of the moment, that instead of that everlasting feeling of getting giddy, "Kilig", and by the time it fades, we would look into someone else for that longings and find another love with a new one. Love is not consistent, it radiates not just once but as long as your heart is beating it would go further and further.

3. "We are from the idealist generation, but sometimes, we cannot escape the fact that we must live and understand that reality is different from our own perspective of life, and therefore we become pragmatic"  - Well as a matter of fact, oh well, how can I even have an answer to this! I have my own philosophies in life that was instill in my mind ever since I was growing up. That as we face life, realities came to us not just one by one but a blast. Because of this triumphs of overthinking things, you just wanted to shut down the world your moving in and just turn on the things you just wanted to see, and make way through your imagination. But at the end of the day you'll just lay your head into your bed and wake yourself up that this is the world you live in. Not some imaginative scenario of you walking towards those dreams but a reality where you need to work had to achieve the things you want.

4. "Keep that fire burning" - The most used phrase she always tell me. Don't lose it, it's one of the most powerful powers we have in our youth. That burning power of achieving our dreams no matter how hard it is. Just keep on fighting and keep moving forward.

5. "If you want someone who you can't have it will destroy you from within" - an excerpt she said from a Korean Drama Moonlight (From her explanation of love we can't have) We used to like someone we can never have, and because of that we ought to question why does everyone I like can never like me back, the common problem of someone who has been infatuated by the unrequited love phase. Instead of making that person an inspiration, it's making us loose it. We imagined things like what if's, but at the end of the day we realize that everything that had trolled our mind is simply a scenario of something that could never happened and now we go back at number 2 :D

6. "We get old, we loose our youth, and sometimes, life never gave us the chance" - so this is sad! Having a middle aged crisis sucks, even if your not even middle aged. As we paved our way to our 20's being on the 20's makes you feel that your no longer at your youth, your no longer given the chance to succeed, the doors close in front of you, without even letting you try.

7. "Shying away from the public eye doesn't mean your scared but a step to get to know more about yourself at the same time. Just for a MOMENT. Don't get too comfortable to your own personal space because if you indulge yourself with it you couldn't get it all back" -In which I added, that if you really get used to being alone and doing nothing, you'll have all the regrets in the world on why did I even stayed stagnant. It's a huge realization that would make you or break you. Cause the more that you are not doing anything the more you question life. This is one of the reasons why I don't want being alone. I wanted to do so many things is crumpling my check lists! Because in the end all you have is regret. Regret of not moving. "Don't ever regret the things that you haven't accomplished, because that's life we fail but we have a power to stand back again and get on track. But the biggest regret will ever have is the time we waste just by feeling that down time". DOn't worry, because it's okay to have some alone time once in a while. We need it to grow :D

8. "It's just you, me and good music" - (INSERT: I swear in this moment we are infinite - thevibe-) that's the driving mood. With super loud music and super loud voices and super moment of silent and superb of the moment :D

9. In connection to number 1. After years and years of understanding that not everything we wanted in life happens if you just wish it and the word is "ACCEPTANCE - it is how you handle un-predictiveness whether it will come true or not what is important is you know how to accept youe end game. Life moves on and so are you" This is so true, as you grow up you came to realize that everything in this world couldn't be granted just for you. You just need to accept and face the facts that this is life. It's on how you handle it with a smile on your face and full of positive vibes. By the time you realize it, your game face is still on but your now open with CHANGE. :D

10. "Do not conform and sometimes being unapologetic is fine" Yes, we must not be manipulated by the rules and regulation others had set for us. The society may lose us if we don't find ourselves. It's our life and it's up to us on what direction we would love to chase. It doesn't mean we disrespect the high standards of our fore fathers or the people surrounding us, it's just we don't want to be a part of the repetitive niche of life. At the same time, by the time we followed the path we take, and took a stand on what we really wanted in life, we must not be unapologetic in achieving it. We respect them, but we also want to do things in our way. :D



And to add some more, I have realized that in order to achieve our dreams we need to take risks. we need to get out of that comfort zone and try everything in our hands to achieve it. And if failures had approached you as often as you couldn't imagine, greet him with a smile on your face and stand up once again and take that path of greatness.

It's okay to fail and be sad about it for a while but it's sadder if you haven't tried the things you wanted to do and regret it in the end. It's better to feel the pain of rejections and all instead of the feeling of what ifs :D


I hope this blog had something that had instill on to you :D For more happiness and change! :D

The path of Dreams (where do I actually begin?)

I always tell myself, 'Don't worry, you are halfway there!'. Honestly I just don't know how to get there; I have been walking to different doors and has never been into the real world. Still, I am here aiming that I could hit the best shot and I know I will be there not one time, one day, someday but today; I could achieve it today!

It's a bit funny because every time I do my 100% best, it just don't turn out the way it's supposed to be it seems to be lacking something important. Despite of thinking to much, I just decided to look at the bright side and relax (Come what may, let every moment surprise you) and boom Surprise surprise everything happens for a reason :) Because of that criticisms followed abruptly, unstoppable and a bit painful. But I love listening to criticisms because I know that it will make me do better. They are major trials and triumphs you have to overcome. Instead of feeling down and sad, I put myself up and do the best that I can be.

As I cross the paths of success and dreams I know that that day will come today all I have to do is to believe in myself and have faith that everything will happen on the right time and on that perfect moment.

I may be too late for others but if they could just see the hardships I am going through I know they would understand. But the world is full of mouths and stereotypes they could ruin you in just one single time and all you have to do is to be strong and carry on!

My path of dreams may be nowhere to begin with, a childish dream for others but this is my dream and no one can stop me from aiming that star. I may cross thousands of miles for this but I will never give up, I'll be fighting till the end of time for this! Today I am conquering my dreams! :) AJA!

22 years of Existence! :)

Days had passed since my 22nd birthday, and I can still feel the happiness that was trapped inside my heart! hahaha.…Honestly, I wasn’t really excited about celebrating my birthday, for me, it’s just another day to spend with my family, and maybe because I am out of the YOUTH circle already hahahaha… 

I used to jump with glee whenever September is fast approaching but this time, I wasn’t even ready to take the next step of adulthood. Another year wasted, another dream had just blown by the wind, another year of doing the same thing all over again, I felt that I was just stagnant. 

My friends are even more excited than me, they message me, text me, call me and here I am having a face of “Not another birthday”. I don’t have any plans at all, nor what food do I like to eat on that special day of my life. All I did was to listen at GreenDay’s song “Wake me up when September Ends”. And because I wasn’t even excited at all, I even hide my birthday on my Facebook Timeline to see “Who remembered?”. 

The night before my birthday, I was incredibly busy watching my favorite Koreanovela “49 Days” <3 <3 <3 that I didn’t notice the time I spend laying on our banig. As the clock ticks 12, I sat on my chair and started downloading videos for my “editing work” that will be submitted on my birthday. (hahaha this is what you call rush rush) And because it’s already my birthday, I felt the urge of finishing this video work as early as possible because I’ll be enjoying this day with my whole family (and who’s getting a little bit excited? ME!!!!!) 

My best friends started texting me that she’s on our way to my house and so I need to get ready for one whole afternoon of nonstop conversations, dancing and FAN GIRLING :) As soon as they arrived, I can smell the tasty aroma of sweets my mom is cooking, and the smell of my favorite spaghetti started to linger on my senses. And there I was standing in front of my family and friends, saying this little prayer of mine, feeling so happy and blessed that despite of me having no intentions of celebrating made me feel that another gift of life had showered upon me. 22 years of my life had been blessed with pure love and greatness, I always felt complete no matter how many times I get EMOtional,(EWAN KO BA! Emo man ako, my heart feels so contended) and once I look up, I know He’s watching me from heaven and whispering onto my ears that this day is a gift from above….. 

My tears were scattered everywhere when I saw my My mom, brothers, family and friends smiling at me, kissing, hugging and FOOD FOOD FOOD!!!  All I wanted to say was thank you for this awesome adventure! this day of nonstop fun and laughter :) 

Another Life had began, Another dream must soon be accomplished, Another Miracle waiting to happen, Another Life to be with my whole family :)