A Girl and Her wand by Janine Kaye

She grew up with a touch of dreams
and figure out life isn't what it seems.
Her world was different from others
and everyone is beautiful and a bunch of heirs.
She was totally odd and stoic
nothing about her seems fun and realistic.
So her fairy-godmother guided her
in a life she thought was unfair.
She said "A wand is what you'll need
It will give everything you seek
But dear be patient
Not everything will be answered in just one click"
Every night, she patted and swish,
Closed her eyes as she wish
"I know I could
I know I would
Oh please my dear wand make my dreams come true
I promise I'll be patient and never question you"
As the little wand beautifies with light
A magic that seems to be right.......

The path of Dreams (where do I actually begin?)

I always tell myself, 'Don't worry, you are halfway there!'. Honestly I just don't know how to get there; I have been walking to different doors and has never been into the real world. Still, I am here aiming that I could hit the best shot and I know I will be there not one time, one day, someday but today; I could achieve it today!

It's a bit funny because every time I do my 100% best, it just don't turn out the way it's supposed to be it seems to be lacking something important. Despite of thinking to much, I just decided to look at the bright side and relax (Come what may, let every moment surprise you) and boom Surprise surprise everything happens for a reason :) Because of that criticisms followed abruptly, unstoppable and a bit painful. But I love listening to criticisms because I know that it will make me do better. They are major trials and triumphs you have to overcome. Instead of feeling down and sad, I put myself up and do the best that I can be.

As I cross the paths of success and dreams I know that that day will come today all I have to do is to believe in myself and have faith that everything will happen on the right time and on that perfect moment.

I may be too late for others but if they could just see the hardships I am going through I know they would understand. But the world is full of mouths and stereotypes they could ruin you in just one single time and all you have to do is to be strong and carry on!

My path of dreams may be nowhere to begin with, a childish dream for others but this is my dream and no one can stop me from aiming that star. I may cross thousands of miles for this but I will never give up, I'll be fighting till the end of time for this! Today I am conquering my dreams! :) AJA!

Behind this mask.....

The Paris Dream

Once Upon a time there was a girl name Janine Kaye, and she dreamed of Paris :D

Have you ever wished to have your own travelling machine? Because I do want to have my own travelling machine... I wanted it so badly that I ended up daydreaming.

I always had this moments where I lay down in bed and see myself through a wall of adventures and dreams, where I see myself in the touched of a once upon a dream.....

I dreamed of walking with my Dalmatians at the park, play the piano at a cafe bar, to read books under a tall tree, to take photos of my cat doing what she does best, to fall in love and stare for hours at the Eiffel Tower and to be kissed under it...

Day Dreaming again Jake! Well out of my amusement and love for Paris, I had composed a piano piece called Paris :)

check out my youtube piano piece here :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bZzyQrpJC-k

And Paris is one of the dreams I wanted to fulfill one day :)

FEAR by JanineKaye :)

You stay away from me, fear
I don’t want to shed another tear
You have abuse my innocence 
And turn me insane
You have kept me into darkness
And lock me with my own predicaments
So you stay away from me fear
Because I will no longer tolerate this pain.