SOMETIMES.....

Sometimes I think that there's something wrong with me

I use to lay my head on my pillow thinking what went wrong

Am I designed to be like this 

Or the trials of time made me who I am today

I keep on wondering, how in the world am I supposed to fit in

Everyone has their own way of perspective

Everyone knows what path to take

And here I am drowning in my own dreams

Day dreaming that one day it might come true

But when will that happen......

Today, Tomorrow, Next Week, Next year or Never

Sometimes I worry about the things I hear from different people

I over think about the things they say

I tried not to listen 

But everyday it keeps bugging me 

I know I am Okay

I know that this life is the life I made

and I have talents and wisdom to share

But why am I feeling this way?

Sometimes I doubt the capacity that I can give

That I am not good enough 

Or I am not someone who can give the best shot

I always tried to be the very best that I can be

But there is always lacking

My self esteem is scattered everywhere

I don't know how to pick up all the guts in the world

Sometimes I wonder where did all the intelligence go

Am I so lazy to stand up when God showered intelligence?

Or I am just designed to be like this

Unwary, Unappreciated......... etc etc....

Sometimes I close my eyes and think that this feelings never existed.....