It was like
my insecurities
It ruins my
path of dreams
I can’t just
sit here and watch
Even with so
much pain I tried standing up
There’s my
chance
My own self
trying to get the sword from the throne
I hit her in
the back
And then she
kicked
I tried
hitting her again but it was no use
She puts up
her hands
And call to
her magical powers
A flaming
paper suddenly appears out of nowhere
I followed
her and tried hitting her
But it was
no use
I am me, she
is me
My moves are
predictable
Every step I
make is the same step she takes
I was
panting,
I can still
feel the pain that the seal has given me
My body is
burning
I can’t even
think anymore
And hit! I
smacked her in her face
She fell flat
on the floor
As I easily
run for the sword
The
electrical energy was gone
I took the
sword
Went back to
her but she was already gone
I didn’t
feel her presence
My body is
now trembling with so much pain
That I
didn’t know that she was behind me
She kicked
me at my back
As I tripped
into the floor,
Letting the
sword off my hand
She picked
it
And I kicked
her
My brain
wasn’t functioning anymore
But my
nerves are helping me to move
When she was
already flat on the floor
I took the
sword again
And in all
my power I directed the sword on to her heart
“You are not
going to ruin all of my dreams you…..”
But before I
finished
The curse
seal had started to get worst
That I fell
flat on my feet
As she stood
up and took the sword from me!
“Well, well,
well, I guess your time is up Jenny!”
She picked
me
And throw me
into the wall
“So you
really think that it’s going to be that easy huh!
Hmm… I can
feel all that suffering into your every bone
I can smell
the glory of my winning
I am now
achieving the dream that I wanted so badly
And you know
what I am the dream
That you
will never be
You know why
because you are a loser
A freak,
nobody would even dare to get close to you
And you know
what’s funny
They’re even
laughing at you when you’re not looking
A person like
you should be erasing from this reality
I know that
you envy me so much
Because I
can do things you can’t”
She walks
towards me
And a
reflection from behind her was seen
“Don’t you
like to be like this?”
She pointed
out me being one of the popular kids
“Don’t you
want to be like this?”
Then another
reflection of me being on top of the class
“Or this,
would you like to be this”
Me, being
friends with everyone,
Applauding
my every work
Praising my
every move
I was
intelligent, I was brave, and I had self confidence
I have less
insecurity
Everyone
understanding the way I see things
They’re not
laughing at me they were laughing with me
People who
bullied me before
Are the
people who bowed before me?
I wasn’t a
disgrace
I wasn’t a
part of so much disapproval
And everyone
in that world likes that other side of me
Than the
person I used to be
And Chris,
he liked me so much
That he
doesn’t want to leave me alone
Everything
in that so called portal
Was the
person I wish I was when I was back there?
The things I
wish people would see
Everything
that I have hope for came true
But that
wasn’t me
Despite of
what may have occurred in my life
I was happy,
yes I had doubts, but all those things are a part of my life
Those things
made me stronger than before
I am
learning, my cup of life is not yet full
There are
things I still want to learn
And dreams
that I want to achieve
Yes, I may
be inferior but every dream starts with an ambition to reach it.
“And what’s
worst is, the guy you like likes me better than you
Who would
even like someone who’s smaller than a rat?”
She holds my
chin and said
“What a
pity? Do you have any last words before I replace you in your world?”
“I do!”
With all of
my strength I tried to sit up straight
“Yes, I do
envy you!
I wish I had
the guts to show the world what I am capable of
Yes, I do
wish I was that same person I saw from the reflection
And
sometimes I do wish I that I could fit in
That
everybody could appraise me, could see me
But that is
not the life that I wanted
Because the
life I wanted is free from envy, fear, and darkness
And I won’t
let someone like you ruin my dreamscape
I don’t care
if everybody would say no
This is what
I wanted non of you can stop me from reaching it
Yes, I may
different but this is what makes me special
I know that
could make it
No matter
what despising words you say
I won’t let
anyone like you turn my spirit down
Because
whatever it takes I’ll be standing tall
I will never
stop until I reach the peak of success
And I know
all of my dreams can happen
Because I
believe in myself
Lastly,
you’re going down Jenny the bad side”
“You can
still say those things even if you’re getting weaker?
Are you
really nuts! Don’t you like the way you were treated?
You weren’t
a trash in that world
You were the
queen!”
“Yes, I may
be the queen, but am I happy?”
“Of course
you are! That’s what you wanted
That’s why I
am here
Because
everything you wished for is all me
And one
thing honey! As soon as I enter into your reality
Your dreams
and future will crash just like this tiny book of yours!
Well, you
chose for a painful death, so I’m giving it to you!”
Slash! She
slashed my arm
“Well, I
think it’s more painful if the guy you trusted
Will be the
one who’s going to end your life”
And out of
the black place
There was
Chris walking towards me
As he took
the sword from my self
I tried my
best to ran from him
But I was
too weak to stand up
I don’t want
things to end here
I was
already crying asking him why
But there
was no answer
All I see
was that he wanted to kill me
He sat in
front of me stare at me
As the curse
gets worst
There he was
putting the sword higher
And
SMASH………………………………………………………………
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